Tired Of, Not Tired From: Why the Holiday Didn't Work
What’s in this article
"i just need a week off." he'd taken one in march. by the second morning back it was gone, and he told me that like it was evidence something was wrong with him.
The pattern
"i just need a week off." he'd taken one in march. by the second morning back it was gone, and he told me that like it was evidence something was wrong with him.
nothing was wrong with him. rest repays effort. it does nothing at all for the other kind of tired — the one that comes from carrying things that were never supposed to reach you.
you can't sleep your way out of a structure. that fatigue isn't in the body, it's in the org chart, and it will be waiting at the airport.
comment SYSTEMS and i'll send you the free audit — which of these is a design problem, and what removes it. nothing to buy.
The mechanism behind it
"I just need a week off." He had taken one in March. By the second morning back it was gone, and he offered that as evidence that something was wrong with him.
Nothing was wrong with him. Rest repays effort — it does nothing for the second kind of tired: performing certainty you don't have, being the one who remembers everything, decisions that should never have reached you, availability as a personality trait.
You cannot sleep your way out of a structure. That fatigue isn't in the body, it's in the org chart, and it will be waiting for you at the airport.
A holiday fixes the first kind. Only design touches the second, and design is the one nobody books time for.
What to do with it
nothing was wrong with him. rest repays effort. it does nothing at all for the other kind of tired — the one that comes from carrying things that were never supposed to reach you.
you can't sleep your way out of a structure. that fatigue isn't in the body, it's in the org chart, and it will be waiting at the airport.
comment SYSTEMS and i'll send you the free audit — which of these is a design problem, and what removes it. nothing to buy.
The bigger picture
that fatigue isn't in the body. it's in the org chart, and it will be waiting for you at the airport.
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What is the main idea of "Tired Of, Not Tired From: Why the Holiday Didn't Work"?
Rest repays effort. It does nothing for the tiredness that comes from carrying what was never supposed to reach you — five signs you have a design problem, not a stamina one.
that fatigue isn't in the body. it's in the org chart, and it will be waiting for you at the airport?
"i just need a week off." he'd taken one in march. by the second morning back it was gone.
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Is this about willpower or systems?
Systems. Willpower is finite and unreliable; the durable lever is changing the system, the environment, and the defaults underneath the behavior.
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